Confession

I wish it would have been easy
To pass my days
To laugh carefree
When I know
Your presence
Could have changed everything
I don't complain
Neither do I regret
Yet, here I am
On my knees
In front of you
To kiss your palm
Which I always wanted to do
Do not look into my eyes
You might see
A different world
Not for you my love
Perhaps it speaks your absence
A smile I hold
Every time I have to lie
I cannot fool you
I can only smile
For truth to be known
You never fail
To pick a few signs
And then I confess
How much I love
How much I miss
Not by my words
But how I react