Shadow of Life

It began in summers, Behind the sunny afternoons. It paced in spring, Amidst those rainy evenings. Apparently we consumed it whole, When emotions turned wild. Nobody knew what’s gonna happen, Yet desire to survive. Stronger it grew, In those little stages. Bloomed itself, After crispy lovely fights. One fine day, A confession appeared. Being trivial, Someone didn’t cared. Years long charm, Seems at stake. Decision is anonymous, Either say yes or fake.

Mehfooz hu main is jaha me jaha tera shor sunai deta hai, Badalo k beech jaha chand dikhai deta hai. Do pal ke liye jab tham gaya tha ye sama, Aaj wahi mohak roop dikhai deta hai. Karwate badlata ye mausam le aata hai teri yaadein, Suraj angdai lete huye pass aata dikhai deta hai. Naam tera basta hai meri saanso me, Na jaane kyo tu door dikhai deta hai. Ankahi baate seene me dabi hak kuch aise, Apna banakar ek dard dikhai deta hai. Waqt ke musafir tum bhi rahe the mere sath, Meetha ehsaas fir pyara dikhai deta hai. Vaado ke beech jaha nanhi si muskaan thi, Ashq wahi ab jharna dikhai deta hai. Fir bhi... Mehfooz hu main is jaha me jaha tera shor sunai deta hai, Badalo ke beech jaha chand dikhai deta hai. 

Between you and me, started a bond. A thread of love, In shapeless form. Between you and me, Life emerged. An ocean of care, With infinite prayer. Between you and me, emotion turned. A word of promise, To pacify crush. Between you and me, Distance disappeared. A sign of relief, For peaceful sleep. Between you and me, I got a clue. An indicator of mischief, In a shaded mirror. Between you and me, craziness happened. A spark of touch, With lots of blush. Between you and me, Two hearts met. A symbol of affinity, That got its share. That got its share between you and me.

Well what happiness is ?? It is when you are on the way to home and your mom-dad waits for you till late night. It is when your dad comes early to spend time with you. It is when your mom stay awake to chat with you even when she has to wake up early next day. It is when every morning you get up with your dad's hand on your forehead. It is when your mom asks what you want to eat. It is when you ask your dad for something and he says everything I own is your sweetheart. It is when your mom asks you n number of times about your meals. It is when you go shopping with your mom and see her enjoying it. It is when you bought something for everyone and they like it the very moment it is opened. It is when your dad is upset because he is going on a business trip and will not be able to stay until you are here. It is when you try to placate him that it is ok and you understand his situation. It is when your brother gives 1/3rd of his pocket money even after you shopped a lot.

I'm flying over the cloud,  A sign of inner peace.  Day is brighter and night, brightest,  Still no significance of plea.  Ah! There I got the autumn,  Shedding its beautiful leaves.  Arrogant wind and spicy weather,  Where togetherness is all they seek. Playing around the flock of birds, I saw one, chirping too much. Went into a memory returned long back, Holder of an emotion, I used to clutch. Turned aside to take a look, Cleared my vision when saw squirrel's sigh. Glee, the only expression of my eyes, A bond which leaves me freaking high. Never knew this glory before, Mysterious traits were following the flies. All I got a clip, Amidst the garden where a rose lies. Down the lane storm was raging, Indelible effects left at lower sash. Happening of a moment still to arrive, Creating addiction with lots of hash. Droplets falling makes me crazy, Another exotic moment found, to share. A clue to enter the world, Had a bridge of rainbow right there. Night calling with magic

Slowly went away,   Love from my hand.   Not a single unit left,   From the pile of sand.   Every second I hurt myself,   And pain fills my heart.   Why did I do it? Watching moments burn.   I just made the way,   To doubt me for a reason.   I was unconscious,   Nowhere being this can happen.   I fought to keep him around,   Revert back was stroke of confusion.   He was silent as storm running,   But clueless as I, stones facing.   I tried to calm,   And then things were different.   Don't tell me the way,   Ain't I was nothing?   Mistake was mine,   But no reward for confession.   As usual he kept quiet,   Making move was my turn.   Pushed myself up,   Close to his heart.   There I saw a way,   To get back the species apart.   I was mad, I was dumb,   As I said nobody could ever get.   Yet I looked in his eyes and said those words,   'Am I different from you?'   I cried hard,   A little more hard this time.   Because losing h

The night came to a dwelling end, everything was silent. Thorny bushes blocking my way, leaving more scars; darkness all around, whispering something. Saw a path full of ferns, a sign of ignorance.  Someone is calling my name. I know that, I remember, but unable to recognize. Again that voice came, now it's making me anxious and I'm afraid. Someone wants to t alk to me, wants me to be cool, to listen, to handle it. Oh yeah, I know this voice. It is instinct, my instinct. Murmurs are all around, everyone talking about me like I came from some other planet. And yes I'm, from that planet which yet to be discovered and acquired by immune things. I'm suffering, I don't understand why. Is it too hard to change one's surviving area? I want to open my eyes but I can't. I want to make myself strong and I'm but everything is far and distant, not in my hold. This world doesn't belong to me; everything is scary, strange and mysterious. From where can I get