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When you are at the edge


What will you do when you are at the edge? One single step and a whole new world around sweeping everything that once made you happy. Oh, sorry! Happiness is just an illusion just like sadness. Even though I cannot correlate them, but they are meant to remain side by side. I no longer know what it feels to be whole. I’m constantly on the verge of smiling and breaking down at the same time. Do you feel me? No? Good, because you are still a few steps away from the life happening events that might make you feel either of the two.

It’s just so disheartening to lose the most important people in your life, even when they are around. You feel it every single day, but your hands are tied so you cannot do anything even if you desire to. Nothing is fair in this life, but everything is fair when it is life. It becomes so difficult to fight with this pain, but you must stay strong for yourself and for them.

Isn’t it obvious that you just wait for the night to go on endlessly so that you don’t have to face another day with the same feelings in your heart? It takes too much out of you, these feelings you don’t recognize. You are not willing to give any of it, yet there you are hoping everything to end and asking nothing in return.
But peace is far far away.....

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  1. UnknownJanuary 13, 2018 11:34 pm

    Life is like an Amazon..from A to Z
    U scroll u buy u deny u accept u decline u power through u hibernate, at the end its the alphabets between B to Y that matters....!!

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